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The Fear Of Love Part 2
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We took turns to call each other and my feelings for
him grew. Deep within my heart, I knew that he loves me
and I love him. We weren't dating but we were best friends.
He'll say something to make me laugh whenever I was stressed
or troubled because he knew that laughing always made
me forget about my problems. We continued talking over
the phone for three more years.
Soon, I was in the first year of college and he was in
his third year. Throughout the years, we talked over the
phone very often but we hadn't seen each other since that
last day of Hmong New Year. My feelings for him became
very strong and I love him so much that the thought of
losing him kills me inside.
One night, I couldn't hold it anymore and decided that
I had to let him know. I called him and he picked up the
phone.
"Hello?”
“Oh hi, how's your day?"
"It's okay. I'm just catching up on my homework."
“Why?”
“I’ve been staying up late.”
I wanted to tell him how I felt about him but my fear
started kicking in. I was afraid that he might not feel
the same for me because of what happened five years ago.
Hence, I backed out.
Three months later, he called and asked if he can visit
me as he would be in town for a while. He came over and
we went out to watch a movie together. Later that night,
he asked me how I felt about him and if I love him. I
was scared to let him know how I felt about him and so
I said that I had no feelings for him. He didn't speak
a word as he drove me home in silence.
He left a note for me before leaving for home the following
day.
To my one and only beloved,
Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much
you mean to me? I care so much for you that every night
before I go to bed, I pray to heavenly father to protect
you and let you know that I will always be by your side
to hold and protect you.
I fell in love with you the first time we met. You were
so pretty and had a great personality. Even though we
weren't able to build a relationship, we had a great friendship.
I couldn't ask for more. Although I wanted us to be more
than just best friends, I know you won't let us.
There are times when I felt that you love me deeply and
there are times when I felt that you just wanted me as
your friend. Either way, I will always love you and be
there for you. Please remember that I am here to hold
and protect you when you are troubled. I want you to remember
that you're the only one I love and cherish. There's no
other girl who can take your place in my heart. I love
you until the end of my life.
Your Love,
Chang Yang
I couldn't control my tears as they streamed down my
cheeks continuously until my eyes started burning. I tried
to call him but his roommate said that he wasn’t
home yet. I figured it would take him awhile to get home
so I decide to call him the following day and tell him
that I love him.
The phone rang for forever the following day when I tried
calling him again. When his roommate finally picked up,
he told me something crucifying. Chang Yang was involved
in an accident on his way home as he was drink driving.
When I heard what the roommate said, my heart stopped
and I couldn't breathe at all. At that moment, it felt
as if my life was sapped out of me.
It's been two years now and I am still unable to get
over it. It’s like losing a part of yourself when
you lose someone that you love and were so close to. I
finally know that when you love someone, don't wait till
tomorrow to let them know because tomorrow is not a promise.
I don't think I could ever love anyone again. He was everything
to me. He was my best friend, lover and soul.
I love you, Chang Yang wherever you are and will continue
to love you until we meet again. No other guy can take
your place in my heart. I love you forever.
For those who are reading my tragic story, please don't
do what I did. Remember to let them know when you love
someone or else it will be too late. Never let your fear
take over because it will take away your joy and happiness
away. Don't learn it the hard way as I did. It hurts a
lot. I regret not saying those three words earlier. He's
never going to know my true feelings. Good luck to all
lovers out there. Love deeply and let each other know
how you feel about one another.
By BeautifulBao
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